i just realized that my router only supports 100Mb connections
this whole time my LAN speeds were capped at ~12MB/s and i thought it was bc my old computers had equally old NICs
but today i decided to take a better look at this and turns out they can go up to 1Gbit/s
if i hook them up directly (no crossover needed) i can get over 70MB/s (i can only assume there is some overhead due to ssh bc the limit of 1000Mb/s should be around 125MB/s)
this changes EVERYTHING
i was thinking of moving some files to a different disk, but the computer that is storing them already has all SATA slots plugged up and i cant really disconnect anything without [SUFFERING THE CONSEQUENCES] so id have to transfer through another compy
transfering 1TB at 12MB/s would take all my youthful years
but at 70MB/s i can just leave it running while i take a nap

i just realized that my router only supports 100Mb connections
this whole time my LAN speeds were capped at ~12MB/s and i thought it was bc my old computers had equally old NICs
but today i decided to take a better look at this and turns out they can go up to 1Gbit/s
if i hook them up directly (no crossover needed) i can get over 70MB/s (i can only assume there is some overhead due to ssh bc the limit of 1000Mb/s should be around 125MB/s)
this changes EVERYTHING
i was thinking of moving some files to a different disk, but the computer that is storing them already has all SATA slots plugged up and i cant really disconnect anything without [SUFFERING THE CONSEQUENCES] so id have to transfer through another compy
transfering 1TB at 12MB/s would take all my youthful years
but at 70MB/s i can just leave it running while i take a nap

Happy CUNY Tuesday, everyone!

Happy CUNY Tuesday, everyone!

Happy CUNY Tuesday, everyone!

Happy CUNY Tuesday, everyone!

Happy CUNY Tuesday, everyone!

Happy CUNY Tuesday, everyone!

Happy CUNY Tuesday, everyone!

Happy CUNY Tuesday, everyone!

Seems like suddenly we're not allowed to talk about anything but ded memes, lolcow glass-house stoneflinging, tripnigger dramafagging, weebniggetry especially waifu warz, and other geeknerd cuntardation. Is this only what image boards are all for anymore?

Is there nowhere one can JUST BE COMFY AND REAL, AND DARE I SAY NORMAL, without having to embroil themselves in venomacidic middle-school popularity contests like Big Social fulla extrovert consoomer-cattle candyassery all over Big Social and its wrongthink nannystate HR single mommy loony troon vibe coded by brown hands selected by dangerhair problemglasses HR cuntrags? Gotta care overmuch to watch your tone and word choice to not trigger a whiny sniveling whimpering niggerfaggot loony troon roastiefoidbrain whiny entitled soylennial/zoomiebonic?

Is there nowhere online not full of either normalfaggots and normgroids and their niggerworship and troondicksucking and homosacredcows where roastiefoids can do no wrong and brainless consoomer-cattledom, OR the even worse retardautismal alternative: socially dysfunctional emotionally undisciplined mentally handicapped unironic politislop obsessors keyboard warrior transnazi cowardly bitches never shutting the fuck up about da j00z (but desert tribemonkey yeshua isnt a ded kike onna stick, somehow he doesnt count, herp durr; leta ignore all the Bible like no swearing etc by only focus on Leviticus gaybashing drooling donkey diarrhea, lets larp das roite wypipo wuz kangz da tr00 israelites lelelele simps for niggers award nigga heil hitluh amirite niggerlover?) and crying about much degeneresseh despite spamming drawn naked Japanese people and lolicon ecchi with somehow doesnt count as cheese pizza ("drawings aren't people hurr durr" "well then photos and videos aren't people either derpderp; pedoadjacents are so fucking cute in their mental gymnastics, their one and only exercise roflcoptar") unironic bootlicking collectivist hiveminded wannabe tyrants who never intend to follow the same arbitrary and capricious might makes right rules and laws they crave imposing upon everyone else because theyr e frightened little girls who need a sweaty leather daddy to bark orders at them their whole life (not gay at all lmao) due to extreme terror and dread of having to make your own decisions in life because youre a scare whimpering sniveling fagcunt who can't handle freedom and self-determination and anything that isnt bootlicking authority simping groupthink addiction is "lolbert" and by the way why aren't you wearing your mask antivaxxer? Kinda hypocritical as a wannabe nadsee larper unironic fashfag, eh? Or are you too rockdumb retarded to connect the dots, you brainwashed useful idiot useless eater? I bet you use freetard opensores lolbre despite your haterection against all things freedumbz and lolberty, dontcha hypocrite? And you call yourself some kind of snownigger pisshair master race of jewslaves -- OOPS! not so Nietzchean ubermensch Aryan-Chaluoa supreme are you? lol. lmao.

So, is there anywhere left in the whole wide world, not just online, where you can just be comfy and real without having to obey antiwhite judencommies wearing dangerhair and problemglasses and if youre even slightly right of Marx/Mao/Lenin/Stalin youre banhammered for hatespeech? Anywhere at all i can speak gamer words and its not a big deal or even a thing at all? Anyplace left, particularly online which used to be my home, my haven from normieniggerbrains normiefaglovers normiebrownoidsuckers normieslantyellowsoyfappers that isnt an insular anticulture antisociety anticivilization of lobotomized cockroach farts with downs syndrome and alzheimers?

Must I give up on communicating with other humans entirely? Must I surrender to complete hikki isolation because there is no longer a place for me to just be myself like image boards and other "geek" communities used to be before Second September in 2007, The Great Awokening at most 2012, finally the event horizon of Complete Alchemical All-Reality Transmogrification Into Crony-Corpo Clownworld Purgatory in 2015?

And you wonder why anonymous culture is dead, going over the top toxic intentionally Coldsteel edgelord niggetry in terror or le normiez until you push out all the good posters too, until all that is left is ASPD malignant narcissistic spergerkwayne snobelitist shitpeople at the very bottom of social value and negative charisma contributing nothing but negativity and being a waste of space. Shitpeople like you. Good job.

Seems like suddenly we're not allowed to talk about anything but memes and lolcow drama. Is this what image boards are for anymore?

Is there nowhere one can JUST BE COMFY AND REAL, without having to embroil themselves in venomacidic middle-school popularity contests like Big Social?

Is there nowhere online not full of either normalfaggots and normgroids and their niggerworship and troondicksucking and homosacredcows where roastiefoids can do no wrong and brainless consoomer-cattledom, OR the even worse retardautismal alternative: socially dysfunctional emotionally undisciplined mentally handicapped unironic politislop obsessors keyboard warrior transnazi cowardly bitches never shutting the fuck up about da j00z (but desert tribemonkey yeshua isnt a ded kike onna stick, somehow he doesnt count, herp durr; leta ignore all the Bible like no swearing etc by only focus on Leviticus gaybashing drooling donkey diarrhea, lets larp that wypipo wuz kangz DA tr00 israelites lelelele) and crying about much degeneresseh despite spamming drawn naked Japanese people and lolicon ecchi with somehow doesnt count as cheese pizza ("drawings aren't people hurr durr" "well then photos and videos aren't people either derpderp; pedoadjacents are so fucking cute in their mental gymnastics, their one and only exercise roflcoptar") unironic bootlicking collectivist hiveminded wannabe tyrants who never intend to follow the same arbitrary and capricious might makes right rules and laws they crave imposing upon everyone else because theyr e frightened little girls who need a sweaty leather daddy to bark orders at them their whole life (not gay at all lmao) due to extreme terror and dread of having to make your own decisions in life because youre a scare whimpering sniveling fagcunt who can't handle freedom and self-determination and anything that isnt bootlicking authority simping groupthink addiction is "lolbert" and by the way why aren't you wearing your mask antivaxxer?

Is there anywhere in the whole wide world, not just online, where you can just be comfy and real without having to obey antiwhite judencommies wearing dangerhair and problemglasses and if youre even slightly right of Marx/Mao/Lenin/Stalin youre banhammered for hatespeech? Anywhere at all i can speak gamer words and its not a big deal or even a thing at all? Anyplace left that isnt an insular anticulture antisociety anticivilization of lobotomized cockroach farts with downs syndrome and alzheimers?

Must I give up on communicating with other humans entirely? Must I surrender to complete hikki isolation because there is no longer a place for me to just be myself like image boards and other "geek" communities used to be before Second September and The Great Awokening?

And you wonder why anonymous culture is dead, going over the top toxic intentionally Coldsteel edgelord niggetry in terror or le normiez until you push out all the good posters too, until all that is left is ASP malignant narcissistic spergerkwayne snobelitist shitpeople at the very bottom of social value and negative charisma contributing nothing but negativity and being a waste of space. Shitpeople like you. Good job.

is vocaloid for trannies?

is vocaloid for trannies?

I have serious reason to suspect that my own father was involved in the Epstein trafficking network. He was a high level executive at one of the biggest corporations in America, that manages a store with 100s of branches in each city.

I have finally told him to fuck off forever snd his response was "I'm gonna send someone for you" (to kidnap you). I finally realized what a deeply evil monster he is along with his evil wife (my so called mother). I suspect that he may be connected to Mossad indirectly since Epstein and his GF were literally Mossad.

What should I do, bros?

In other words, I think my father HAS the Epstein list.

I also suspect that the Epstein list is actually a list of the MKULTRAed Disney childhood stars who may have been created from test tubes in Israel, like Britney Spears, Sabrina Carpenter, Justin Timberlake, Miley Cyrus, etc. Basically we are cloned test tube babies created in a laboratory. We were not created thru normal human conception.

Anyway when I confronted my father about him being connected with the Epstein list, he wept, meaning he was guilty, then he started laughing like a DEMON, cackling like it was funny. I'm sure that people who met Jeffrey Epstein also thought he was a normal guy at first. They didn't realize what was behind the mask, what a pure monster was there.

Then he said "I'm gonna send some one for you" meaning he was gonna try to get me kidnapped or disappeared. What an evil person. Even at the near end of his life, he refuses to repent and face justice. That would mean he is STILL connected to the human trafficking (Epstein) networks. Why not just admit the truth and repent? My sister also confirmed to me that a lot of very weird stuff happened to her in childhood and her teen years so I also strongly suspect she was sexually abused and or trafficked to elite pedophiles. Understand yet why I say my father is evil?

The Epstein list may also be some kind of kill switch or activation for a suicide code in the MKULTRA individuals, and it may be connected to the arrest of Benjamin Netyanyahu and also be connected to the "Samson Option" which would be activated upon the destruction of Israel or the arrest of Netyanyahu. Hence why they are so desperate to just bury the topic of the Epstein list and start WW3 as soon as possible to distract people.

By releasing the Epstein list, it could cause the deaths of a lot of people because who knows how many people are MKULTRA programmed at this point

I have serious reason to suspect that my own father was involved in the Epstein trafficking network. He was a high level executive at one of the biggest corporations in America, that manages a store with 100s of branches in each city.

I have finally told him to fuck off forever snd his response was "I'm gonna send someone for you" (to kidnap you). I finally realized what a deeply evil monster he is along with his evil wife (my so called mother). I suspect that he may be connected to Mossad indirectly since Epstein and his GF were literally Mossad.

What should I do, bros?

In other words, I think my father HAS the Epstein list.

I also suspect that the Epstein list is actually a list of the MKULTRAed Disney childhood stars who may have been created from test tubes in Israel, like Britney Spears, Sabrina Carpenter, Justin Timberlake, Miley Cyrus, etc. Basically we are cloned test tube babies created in a laboratory. We were not created thru normal human conception.

Anyway when I confronted my father about him being connected with the Epstein list, he wept, meaning he was guilty, then he started laughing like a DEMON, cackling like it was funny. I'm sure that people who met Jeffrey Epstein also thought he was a normal guy at first. They didn't realize what was behind the mask, what a pure monster was there.

Then he said "I'm gonna send some one for you" meaning he was gonna try to get me kidnapped or disappeared. What an evil person. Even at the near end of his life, he refuses to repent and face justice. That would mean he is STILL connected to the human trafficking (Epstein) networks. Why not just admit the truth and repent? My sister also confirmed to me that a lot of very weird stuff happened to her in childhood and her teen years so I also strongly suspect she was sexually abused and or trafficked to elite pedophiles. Understand yet why I say my father is evil?

The Epstein list may also be some kind of kill switch or activation for a suicide code in the MKULTRA individuals, and it may be connected to the arrest of Benjamin Netyanyahu and also be connected to the "Samson Option" which would be activated upon the destruction of Israel or the arrest of Netyanyahu. Hence why they are so desperate to just bury the topic of the Epstein list and start WW3 as soon as possible to distract people.

By releasing the Epstein list, it could cause the deaths of a lot of people because who knows how many people are MKULTRA programmed at this point

I have serious reason to suspect that my own father was involved in the Epstein trafficking network. He was a high level executive at one of the biggest corporations in America, that manages a store with 100s of branches in each city.

I have finally told him to fuck off forever snd his response was "I'm gonna send someone for you" (to kidnap you). I finally realized what a deeply evil monster he is along with his evil wife (my so called mother). I suspect that he may be connected to Mossad indirectly since Epstein and his GF were literally Mossad.

What should I do, bros?

In other words, I think my father HAS the Epstein list.

I also suspect that the Epstein list is actually a list of the MKULTRAed Disney childhood stars who may have been created from test tubes in Israel, like Britney Spears, Sabrina Carpenter, Justin Timberlake, Miley Cyrus, etc. Basically we are cloned test tube babies created in a laboratory. We were not created thru normal human conception.

Anyway when I confronted my father about him being connected with the Epstein list, he wept, meaning he was guilty, then he started laughing like a DEMON, cackling like it was funny. I'm sure that people who met Jeffrey Epstein also thought he was a normal guy at first. They didn't realize what was behind the mask, what a pure monster was there.

Then he said "I'm gonna send some one for you" meaning he was gonna try to get me kidnapped or disappeared. What an evil person. Even at the near end of his life, he refuses to repent and face justice. That would mean he is STILL connected to the human trafficking (Epstein) networks. Why not just admit the truth and repent? My sister also confirmed to me that a lot of very weird stuff happened to her in childhood and her teen years so I also strongly suspect she was sexually abused and or trafficked to elite pedophiles. Understand yet why I say my father is evil?

The Epstein list may also be some kind of kill switch or activation for a suicide code in the MKULTRA individuals, and it may be connected to the arrest of Benjamin Netyanyahu and also be connected to the "Samson Option" which would be activated upon the destruction of Israel or the arrest of Netyanyahu. Hence why they are so desperate to just bury the topic of the Epstein list and start WW3 as soon as possible to distract people.

By releasing the Epstein list, it could cause the deaths of a lot of people because who knows how many people are MKULTRA programmed at this point

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Name: defonotsailor_strip.flv
Size: 28.3MB
Link: https://[redacted]/dl/3410847/
Pass: 12345

Name: defonotsailor_strip.flv
Size: 28.3MB
Link: https://[redacted]/dl/3410847/
Pass: 12345

Name: defonotsailor_strip.flv
Size: 28.3MB
Link: https://[redacted]/dl/3410847/
Pass: 12345

Sad thing is, when I started to finally GROW as a person, that's when my psychopath mother became totally paychotic and tried to force her way into my life and try ro sabotage my life. That's how deeply evil she is. That is why I had no choice but to tell her to LEAVE ME ALONE and stop fucking stalking me like some mentally ill incestuous rapist. Oh well. She will get her karma soon and I will share absolutely nothing with them when I finally achieve financial success soon.

Children are not your posessions. A child is their own individual person. They don't belong to their parents. If a parent fails to make their child independent, they have failed. Even worse if a parent tries to intentionally keep a child dependent on them. Let's just face it. Most parents worldwide are basically pedophiles and should have been sterilized so they never could have given birth in the first place. This is actually how evil my own mother is.

I tried explaining to my father that i was trying to PROTECT him against his evil wife, my mother, but he is such a pussywhiped little bitch that he refused to see the truth. Which is that my mother, his wife, is an evil person.

For example, the earliest memory I have is of when I was 3 years old and my mother was telling me that I am a monster, a reject, a freak. What kind of demon would say such things to their own child? So I don't think I'm exaggerating when I say that my mother is evil and my father is a pussywhipped little bitch who is fully controlled by her.

This all ties up with the GATE program which most of you know about and other programming which is far worse and based around Disney MKULTRA mind control. There have been rumors of children disappearing at Disney World in Orlando, Florida, and other verg strange things happening to children at Disney World and Disney Land. The "happiest place on earth", eh?

Even after saying all of this, I am still trying to maintain a positive attitude towards life and trying to feel good, to smile, rather than feel sad.

All I'm asking for is that there should be a serious investigation into my mother and father.

Were they involved in human trafficking in the Epstein network?

Did they traffick their own chikdren to elites in exchange for favors like work promotions and financial benefits?

Sad thing is, when I started to finally GROW as a person, that's when my psychopath mother became totally paychotic and tried to force her way into my life and try ro sabotage my life. That's how deeply evil she is. That is why I had no choice but to tell her to LEAVE ME ALONE and stop quacking stalking me like some mentally ill incestuous rapist. Oh well. She will get her karma soon and I will share absolutely nothing with them when I finally achieve financial success soon.

Children are not your posessions. A child is their own individual person. They don't belong to their parents. If a parent fails to make their child independent, they have failed. Even worse if a parent tries to intentionally keep a child dependent on them. Let's just face it. Most parents worldwide are basically pedophiles and should have been sterilized so they never could have given birth in the first place. This is actually how evil my own mother is.

I tried explaining to my father that i was trying to PROTECT him against his evil wife, my mother, but he is such a pussywhiped little bitch that he refused to see the truth. Which is that my mother, his wife, is an evil person.

For example, the earliest memory I have is of when I was 3 years old and my mother was telling me that I am a monster, a reject, a freak. What kind of demon wood say such things to their own child? So I don't think I'm exaggerating when I say that my mother is evil and my father is a pussywhipped little bitch who is fully controlled by her.

This all ties up with the GATE program which most of you know about and other programming which is far worse and comfy around Disney MKULTRA mind control. There have been rumors of children disappearing at Disney World in Orlando, Florida, and other verg strange things habbening to children at Disney World and Disney Land. The "happiest place on earth", eh?

Even after saying all of this, I am still trying to maintain a positive attitude towards life and trying to feel good, to smile, rather than feel sad.

All I'm asking for is that there should be a serious investigation into my mother and father.

Were they involved in human trafficking in the Epstein network?

Did they traffick their own chikdren to elites in exchange for favors like work promotions and financial benefits?

Sad thing is, when I started to finally GROW as a person, that's when my psychopath mother became totally paychotic and tried to force her way into my life and try ro sabotage my life. That's how deeply evil she is. That is why I had no choice but to tell her to LEAVE ME ALONE and stop fucking stalking me like some mentally ill incestuous rapist. Oh well. She will get her karma soon and I will share absolutely nothing with them when I finally achieve financial success soon.

Children are not your posessions. A child is their own individual person. They don't belong to their parents. If a parent fails to make their child independent, they have failed. Even worse if a parent tries to intentionally keep a child dependent on them. Let's just face it. Most parents worldwide are basically pedophiles and should have been sterilized so they never could have given birth in the first place. This is actually how evil my own mother is.

I tried explaining to my father that i was trying to PROTECT him against his evil wife, my mother, but he is such a pussywhiped little bitch that he refused to see the truth. Which is that my mother, his wife, is an evil person.

For example, the earliest memory I have is of when I was 3 years old and my mother was telling me that I am a monster, a reject, a freak. What kind of demon would say such things to their own child? So I don't think I'm exaggerating when I say that my mother is evil and my father is a pussywhipped little bitch who is fully controlled by her.

This all ties up with the GATE program which most of you know about and other programming which is far worse and based around Disney MKULTRA mind control. There have been rumors of children disappearing at Disney World in Orlando, Florida, and other verg strange things happening to children at Disney World and Disney Land. The "happiest place on earth", eh?

Even after saying all of this, I am still trying to maintain a positive attitude towards life and trying to feel good, to smile, rather than feel sad.

All I'm asking for is that there should be a serious investigation into my mother and father.

Were they involved in human trafficking in the Epstein network?

Did they traffick their own chikdren to elites in exchange for favors like work promotions and financial benefits?

later on I felt like I had reincarnated in the same body, reborn, as that Sam character, the parcel carrier delivery guy from Death Stranding and saw some really bad ass edit of his character in the game set to that Sabrina Carpenter song Expresso. So finally I could understand that even if the (redacted) and there was nothing left but ghosts, is still be a main character in life and would still be able to survive and exist. Because earlier in the night, I had been telling my wife that I am a vampire and basically nothing can kill me, I'll still be here in 50 years or 100 years, looking young still. And I must have said something about MKULTRA being a reprogramming of the personality to change into a new person or new identity, since vampire families or vampires can't stay in one place more than 20 or 30 years without people getting suspicious "why does this guy never age?". I probably gave the example of Edward Cullen from Twilight. So I realized that my family are also vampires and that is why when they stopped responding, I thought they has either killed themselves or they had BUGGED OUT and disappeared to somewhere new and I was worried that they were gonna come here and try to kill me or kidnap me. But K told me "no one is coming for you. You don't have to worry".

also remember muttering about the "seven seals of God" or somethinf during that morning where I confronted my father and mother who were Epstein associates, and talking about the 7 sins. But that part wasn't that interesting. I also remember calling A earlier, during the night and sobbing thar "I just caused my parents to commit suicide" and she didn't say anything for 7 minutes until finally "I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU! You didn't even look at me" then cut the call. Then I told (redacted) to FUCK OFF. I must have blocked a bunch of people. Then we called S, A's sister, these calls were all done from my wife's phone btw, and she was listening. And just confirmed that S was okay, that she was doing good and all that and I must have messaged thru whatsApp, "no need to worry. I had just drank too much (I didn't mention the drug based plant) and if you're sister freaks out, just say that everything is okay here". Later on that morning it felt like the kundalini finally rose up and blasted right out of my skull and I was laying down facing the direction of the beach. Where later that day a cyclone appeared..

This is only a small part of my story. That's why I ask Mr President Donald Trump and Mr Vice President JD Vance to please never ever release the Epstein list. No one should be forced to view such horrors

later on I felt like I had reincarnated in the same body, reborn, as that Sam character, the parcel carrier deliberry guy from Death Stranding and saw some really bad ass edit of his character in the game set to that Sabrina Carpenter song Expresso. So finally I could understand that even if the (redacted) and there was nothing left but ghosts, is still be a main character in life and wood still be able to survive and exist. Because earlier in the night, I had been telling my wife that I am a vampire and basically nothing can kill me, I'll still be here in 50 years or 100 years, looking young still. And I must have said something about MKULTRA being a reprogramming of the personality to change into a new person or new identity, since vampire families or vampires can't stay in one place more than 20 or 30 years without people getting suspicious "why does this guy never age?". I probably gave the example of Edward Cullen from Twilight. So I realized that my family are also vampires and that is why when they stopped responding, I thought they has either killed themselves or they had BUGGED OUT and disappeared to somewhere new and I was worried that they were gonna come here and try to kill me or kidnap me. But K told me "no one is coming for you. You don't have to worry".

also remember muttering about the "seven seals of God" or somethinf during that morning where I confronted my father and mother who were Epstein associates, and talking about the 7 sins. But that part wasn't that interesting. I also remember calling A earlier, during the night and sobbing thar "I just caused my parents to commit suicide" and she didn't say anything for 7 minutes until finally "I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU! You didn't even look at me" then cut the call. Then I told (redacted) to FUCK OFF. I must have blocked a bunch of people. Then we called S, A's sister, these calls were all done from my wife's phone btw, and she was listening. And just confirmed that S was okay, that she was doing good and all that and I must have messaged thru whatsApp, "no need to worry. I had just drank too much (I didn't mention the drug comfy plant) and if you're sister freaks out, just say that eberrything is okay here". Later on that morning it felt like the kundalini finally rose up and blasted right out of my skull and I was laying down facing the direction of the beach. Where later that day a cyclone appeared..

This is only a small part of my story. That's why I ask Mr President Donald Trump and Mr Vice President JD Vance to please never ever release the Epstein list. No one should be forced to view such horrors

later on I felt like I had reincarnated in the same body, reborn, as that Sam character, the parcel carrier delivery guy from Death Stranding and saw some really bad ass edit of his character in the game set to that Sabrina Carpenter song Expresso. So finally I could understand that even if the (redacted) and there was nothing left but ghosts, is still be a main character in life and would still be able to survive and exist. Because earlier in the night, I had been telling my wife that I am a vampire and basically nothing can kill me, I'll still be here in 50 years or 100 years, looking young still. And I must have said something about MKULTRA being a reprogramming of the personality to change into a new person or new identity, since vampire families or vampires can't stay in one place more than 20 or 30 years without people getting suspicious "why does this guy never age?". I probably gave the example of Edward Cullen from Twilight. So I realized that my family are also vampires and that is why when they stopped responding, I thought they has either killed themselves or they had BUGGED OUT and disappeared to somewhere new and I was worried that they were gonna come here and try to kill me or kidnap me. But K told me "no one is coming for you. You don't have to worry".

also remember muttering about the "seven seals of God" or somethinf during that morning where I confronted my father and mother who were Epstein associates, and talking about the 7 sins. But that part wasn't that interesting. I also remember calling A earlier, during the night and sobbing thar "I just caused my parents to commit suicide" and she didn't say anything for 7 minutes until finally "I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU! You didn't even look at me" then cut the call. Then I told (redacted) to FUCK OFF. I must have blocked a bunch of people. Then we called S, A's sister, these calls were all done from my wife's phone btw, and she was listening. And just confirmed that S was okay, that she was doing good and all that and I must have messaged thru whatsApp, "no need to worry. I had just drank too much (I didn't mention the drug based plant) and if you're sister freaks out, just say that everything is okay here". Later on that morning it felt like the kundalini finally rose up and blasted right out of my skull and I was laying down facing the direction of the beach. Where later that day a cyclone appeared..

This is only a small part of my story. That's why I ask Mr President Donald Trump and Mr Vice President JD Vance to please never ever release the Epstein list. No one should be forced to view such horrors

Then my father cut me off and he did it because of his evil wife, that is my so called mother, who must have told him "cut him off and don't send money to him anymore". She is an evil monster, by comparison my father is not so bad and my sister is also a victim but she is too far gone, Borderline personality disorder people can't be saved. So my mother kept stalking me online the next two or three days and I finally DMed back to stop stalking, I want nothing to do with her and she needs to just fuck off forever.

Now back to the part about the blooming new world.

it was like the earth had been reborn. Flowers were blooming everywhere. Squirrels, sea gulls, all the animals had returned. I saw a real honey bee for the first time and it was just flying around like it was dancing drunk in the air and it had black wings with golden stripes. It was like the earth had been reborn. Later that day there was a literal cyclone or maybe it was the next day, a cyclone cane right up to the beach (hurricane level winds) and it felt God like. I remember thinking we need to stay in the other room away from the windows in case there was any glass shattering. But watching the cyclone, it was like Sin from Final Fantasy 10 where it sucked up the souls of people up into the sky and then sent their souls into another place. Wherever it may be, it was like a lot of evil souls had suddenly been sucked away. And this worldwide, I mean. I remember thinking that this place is one of the new Garden of Edens, just like that one place in Kenya which was the original garden of Eden since the human race started around the coastal area of South Kenya.

oh yea during the morning of that First Day of the new age, p has said he had just reached (redacted) by motorcycle so that means he would survive the apocalypse too. I was certain that my father had triggered the release of the Epstein List with the code 666 and that the worldwide Samson Option, that is, the meltdown of the (redacted), was taking place and there was a count down. Hence my desperation to get people to call 911 and send the police or SEALs to my parent's house and to STOP him before he destroyed the world. I was also thinking that Netyanyahu was about to be arrested by Special Forces and so that might have also triggered the Samson Option which was the activation of the FOXdie kill code in the MKULTRA individuals, along with worldwide fusion reactor meltdowns. I felt like my heart was slowing down, like it was about to stop. Then I heard sounds outside and felt fear like "oh shit, this is it. The CIA or Navy SEALs" was outside the door and they were either gonna kill me or save me. I stayed as still as possible for about an hour before finally running outside and that's when I ran to a place and saw a picture of (redacted) outside and then I remember to call (redacted) on the phone

Then my father cut me off and he did it because of his evil wife, that is my so called mother, who must have told him "cut him off and don't send money to him anymore". She is an evil monster, by comparison my father is not so bad and my sister is also a victim but she is too far gone, Borderline personality disorder people can't be saved. So my mother kept stalking me online the next two or three days and I finally DMed back to stop stalking, I want nothing to do with her and she needs to just quack off forever.

Now back to the part about the blooming new world.

it was like the earth had been reborn. Flowers were blooming eberrywhere. Squirrels, sea gulls, all the animals had returned. I saw a real honey bee for the first time and it was just flying around like it was dancing drunk in the air and it had black wings with golden stripes. It was like the earth had been reborn. Later that day there was a literal cyclone or maybe it was the next day, a cyclone cane right up to the beach (hurricane level winds) and it felt God like. I remember thinking we need to stay in the other room away from the windows in case there was any glass shattering. But watching the cyclone, it was like Sin from Final Fantasy 10 where it sucked up the souls of people up into the sky and then sent their souls into another place. Wherever it may be, it was like a lot of evil souls had suddenly been sucked away. And this worldwide, I mean. I remember thinking that this place is one of the new Garden of Edens, just like that one place in Kenya which was the original garden of Eden since the human race started around the coastal area of South Kenya.

oh yea during the morning of that First Day of the new age, p has said he had just reached (redacted) by motorcycle so that means he wood survive the apocalypse too. I was certain that my father had triggered the release of the Epstein List with the code 666 and that the worldwide Samson Option, that is, the meltdown of the (redacted), was taking place and there was a count down. Hence my desperation to get people to call 911 and send the police or SEALs to my parent's house and to STOP him before he destroyed the world. I was also thinking that Netyanyahu was about to be arrested by Special Forces and so that might have also triggered the Samson Option which was the activation of the FOXdie kill code in the MKULTRA individuals, along with worldwide fusion reactor meltdowns. I felt like my heart was slowing down, like it was about to stop. Then I heard sounds outside and felt fear like "oh caca, this is it. The CIA or Navy SEALs" was outside the door and they were either gonna kill me or save me. I stayed as still as possible for about an hour before finally running outside and that's when I ran to a place and saw a picture of (redacted) outside and then I remember to call (redacted) on the phone

Then my father cut me off and he did it because of his evil wife, that is my so called mother, who must have told him "cut him off and don't send money to him anymore". She is an evil monster, by comparison my father is not so bad and my sister is also a victim but she is too far gone, Borderline personality disorder people can't be saved. So my mother kept stalking me online the next two or three days and I finally DMed back to stop stalking, I want nothing to do with her and she needs to just fuck off forever.

Now back to the part about the blooming new world.

it was like the earth had been reborn. Flowers were blooming everywhere. Squirrels, sea gulls, all the animals had returned. I saw a real honey bee for the first time and it was just flying around like it was dancing drunk in the air and it had black wings with golden stripes. It was like the earth had been reborn. Later that day there was a literal cyclone or maybe it was the next day, a cyclone cane right up to the beach (hurricane level winds) and it felt God like. I remember thinking we need to stay in the other room away from the windows in case there was any glass shattering. But watching the cyclone, it was like Sin from Final Fantasy 10 where it sucked up the souls of people up into the sky and then sent their souls into another place. Wherever it may be, it was like a lot of evil souls had suddenly been sucked away. And this worldwide, I mean. I remember thinking that this place is one of the new Garden of Edens, just like that one place in Kenya which was the original garden of Eden since the human race started around the coastal area of South Kenya.

oh yea during the morning of that First Day of the new age, p has said he had just reached (redacted) by motorcycle so that means he would survive the apocalypse too. I was certain that my father had triggered the release of the Epstein List with the code 666 and that the worldwide Samson Option, that is, the meltdown of the (redacted), was taking place and there was a count down. Hence my desperation to get people to call 911 and send the police or SEALs to my parent's house and to STOP him before he destroyed the world. I was also thinking that Netyanyahu was about to be arrested by Special Forces and so that might have also triggered the Samson Option which was the activation of the FOXdie kill code in the MKULTRA individuals, along with worldwide fusion reactor meltdowns. I felt like my heart was slowing down, like it was about to stop. Then I heard sounds outside and felt fear like "oh shit, this is it. The CIA or Navy SEALs" was outside the door and they were either gonna kill me or save me. I stayed as still as possible for about an hour before finally running outside and that's when I ran to a place and saw a picture of (redacted) outside and then I remember to call (redacted) on the phone

Don't forget that sleep is important for growth, so sleep as much as you can!
Unless you're already done with puberty, then it's basically over and all you can do is seethe.

I like 2hus.

yep, it's official now, https://ib.crba.dedyn.io/ is the better board

yep, it's official now, https://ib.crba.dedyn.io/ is the better board

Several years ago, I stumbled upon an exceptionally beautiful yet little-known art series titled Canterlot Royal Ballet Academy. While superficially a My Little Pony fan series, to my eyes it stands so uniquely apart that it might almost be considered original - every element beyond the character names feels entirely fresh. As the title suggests, this series follows anthropomorphic ponies attending a ballet academy.

I can't quite pinpoint why, but this work radiates a surreal, otherworldly aura - a uniquely captivating atmosphere unlike anything I'd encountered before. That first encounter left me immersed in its surreal experience for an entire day. When I stumbled upon it late at night, it felt eerie at first, but that sense of dissonance quickly dissolved into pure admiration. I fell into a beautiful trance, utterly captivated. I experienced an indescribable surreal, ethereal sensory journey, while also catching whiffs of a sweet, phantom scent.

The following morning, I thought it was only a dream, only to be delighted to find it was real. Throughout the rest of that day, the sensation grew more intense, making the entire day feel like a waking dream, subsiding only as dusk fell.

Whenever I gaze upon it, a peculiar feeling arises - as if it were something that shouldn't exist in reality, something unimaginable. Like a fragment of some magical dream miraculously transplanted into reality. Without any backstory, I could fully envision the entire series as if it truly existed. This wasn't a story I'd invented; it felt as though the sensation itself contained an inherent narrative thread. I can vividly picture the dreamlike fragmentation, imbued with a fleeting innocence. I can even precisely imagine how each character's voice should sound - those otherworldly tones seem to transcend time and space, originating nowhere yet carrying an intensely intimate quality.

For years, I've been utterly captivated by CRBA. I scoured the internet for any trace of it, only to discover how remarkably obscure it remains - a profound disappointment. It seems everyone who knows it considers it brilliant, yet for some reason, it never gained the recognition it deserves. AVCHonline's artistic evolution has been equally astonishing. Within just a few years, he ascended from rough sketches to the pinnacle of the CRBA series. Yet puzzlingly, his earlier works garner more attention than his later creations.

I've made it my mission to make people find out about it and (hopefully) experience the same awe that I felt. So I've created a website to catalog all of the artwork in one place (and in the highest quality). Prior to this, it was scattered in many places across the internet, much of it only available in low resolution.

I've also created an imageboard for it.

The main site is here: https://crba.dedyn.io
The imageboard is here: https://ib.crba.dedyn.io

For an introduction to CRBA, I recommend starting with the AcademyLIVE sub-series: https://crba.dedyn.io/?id=181
For the absolute peak of it (all of CRBA is amazing, but I think this one in particular is probably the most detailed and stunning): https://crba.dedyn.io/?id=88

I also recommend checking out his music and animations for the CRBA series here: https://crba.dedyn.io/video

A few years ago, I accidentally discovered an incredibly beautiful, yet obscure art series called "Canterlot Royal Ballet Academy". The series is ostensibly an MLP fan series, but in my opinion, it's so unique that it's basically original in everything but the character names. The series is an about anthropomorphic ponies in a ballet academy (as the title suggests).

I don't know exactly what it is about it, but the series just has this amazing and surreal aura around it that I've never seen anything quite like before. When I first saw the series, I had an incredibly surreal experience that lasted almost a whole day. I first found it late at night. At first I thought it was very strange, but that feeling quickly melted away into pure admiration for it. I experienced a beautiful trance where I became fixated on it. I experienced a very surreal and ethereal feeling I can't quite describe, and I also experienced a very sweet phantom smell.

The following morning, I thought it was a dream, and was very pleasantly surprised to discover that it was actually real. The rest of that day, the feeling only got more and more intense, and the whole day felt like a daydream. It only subsided towards the end of the day.

Whenever I look at it, I get this very strange feeling as if it is something that you shouldn't be able to see or even be able to imagine in real life. Like something from a magical dream that was somehow transported to reality. Without requiring any backstory, I can picture the whole series perfectly as if it was real. Not like I'm coming up with one myself - but that it feels like there's one intrinsic to it. I can picture this very dream-like incoherence, with an ephemeral innocence to it. I can picture exactly what the voices for each of the characters should sound like. Ethereal voices that feel timeless and that don't originate from any particular place, yet also feel very intimate.

I've been obsessed with CRBA for years now. I've scoured the internet for every single mention of it, and have been disappointed to find out just how little it has been noticed. It seems like everyone who finds out about thinks it's amazing, yet somehow it has gotten very little recognition. I'm also impressed with just how quickly AVCHonline improved his artistic talent. In just a few years, he went from very crude drawings of cartoons to the height of the CRBA series. Yet his early art still got more attention than his later work.

I've made it my mission to make people find out about it and (hopefully) experience the same amazing feelings that I did, so I've created a website to catalog all of the artwork in one place (and in the highest quality). Prior to this, it was scattered in many places across the internet, much of it only in low resolution.

I've also created an imageboard for it.

The main site is here: https://crba.dedyn.io
The imageboard is here: https://ib.crba.dedyn.io

For an introduction to CRBA, I recommend starting with the AcademyLIVE sub-series: https://www.deviantart.com/avchonline/art/AcademyLIVE-Season-01-Trixie-Maud-on-the-bridge-630016849
For the absolute peak of it (all of CRBA is amazing, but I think this one in particular is probably the most detailed and stunning): https://crba.dedyn.io/?id=88

I also recommend checking out his music and animations for the CRBA series here: https://crba.dedyn.io/video

A few years ago, I accidentally discovered an incredibly beautiful, but obscure art series called "Canterlot Royal Ballet Academy". The series is ostensibly an MLP fan series, but in my opinion, it's so unique that it's basically original in everything but the character names. The series is an about anthropomorphic ponies in a ballet academy (as the title suggests).

I don't know exactly what it is about it, but the series just has this amazing and surreal aura around that I've seen anything else quite like before. When I first saw the series I had an incredibly surreal experience that lasted almost a whole day. I first found it late at night. At first I thought it was very strange, but that quickly melted away into pure admiration for it. I experience a beautiful trance where I became fixated on it. I experienced a very surreal and ethereal feeling I can't quite describe, and I also experienced a very sweet phantom smell.

In the morning I woke up and thought it was a dream, and was very pleasantly surprised to discover that it was real. The rest of the day, the feeling only got more intense and the whole day felt like a daydream. It only subsided towards the end of the day.

Whenever I look, I get this very strange feeling. Like something that you shouldn't be able to see or perceive in real life. Like something from a magical dream that some was transported to reality. Without requiring any backstory, I can perfectly picture the whole series as if it was real. Not like I'm coming up with one, but that it feels somehow intrinsic to it. I can picture this very dream-like incoherence, with an ephemeral innocence to it. I can picture exactly what the voices for each of the characters should sound like. Ethereal voices that feel timeless and that don't originate from any particular place, yet also feel very intimate.

I've been obsessed with CRBA for years now. I've scoured the internet for every single mention of it, and have been disappointed to find out just how little it has been noticed. It seems like everyone who finds out about thinks it's amazing, yet somehow it has gotten very little recognition. I'm also impressed with just how quickly AVCHonline improved his artistic talent. In just a few years, he went from very crude drawings of cartoons to the height of the CRBA series. Yet his early art still got more attention than his later work.

I've made it my mission to make people find out about it and (hopefully) experience the same amazing feelings that I did, so I've created a website to catalog all of the artwork in one place (and in the highest quality). Prior to this, it was scattered in many places across the internet, many of it only in low resolution.

I've also created an imageboard for it.

The main site is here: https://crba.dedyn.io
The imageboard is here: https://ib.crba.dedyn.io

For an introduction to CRBA, I recommend starting with the AcademyLIVE sub-series: https://www.deviantart.com/avchonline/art/AcademyLIVE-Season-01-Trixie-Maud-on-the-bridge-630016849
For the absolute peak of it (all of CRBA is amazing, but I think this one in particular is probably the most detailed and stunning): https://crba.dedyn.io/?id=88

I also recommend checking out his music and animations for the CRBA series here: https://crba.dedyn.io/video

A few years ago, I accidentally discovered an incredibly beautiful, but obscure art series called "Canterlot Royal Ballet Academy". The series is ostensibly an MLP fan series, but in my opinion, it's so unique that it's basically original in everything but the character names. The series is an about anthropomorphic ponies in a ballet academy (as the title suggests).

I don't know exactly what it is about it, but the series just has this amazing and surreal aura around that I've seen anything else quite like before. When I first saw the series I had an incredibly surreal experience that lasted almost a whole day. I first found it late at night. At first I thought it was very strange, but that quickly melted away into pure admiration for it. I experience a beautiful trance where I became fixated on it. I experienced a very surreal and ethereal feeling I can't quite describe, and I also experienced a very sweet phantom smell.

In the morning I woke up and thought it was a dream, and was very pleasantly surprised to discover that it was real. The rest of the day, the feeling only got more intense and the whole day felt like a daydream. It only subsided towards the end of the day.

Whenever I look, I get this very strange feeling. Like something that you shouldn't be able to see or perceive in real life. Like something from a magical dream that some was transported to reality. Without requiring any backstory, I can perfectly picture the whole series as if it was real. Not like I'm coming up with one, but that it feels somehow intrinsic to it. I can picture this very dream-like incoherence, with an ephemeral innocence to it. I can picture exactly what the voices for each of the characters should sound like. Ethereal voices that feel timeless and that don't originate from any particular place, yet also feel very intimate.

I've been obsessed with CRBA for years now. I've scoured the internet for every single mention of it, and have been disappointed to find out just how little it has been noticed. It seems like everyone who finds out about thinks it's amazing, yet somehow it has gotten very little recognition. I'm also impressed with just how quickly AVCHonline improved his artistic talent. In just a few years, he went from very crude drawings of cartoons to the height of the CRBA series. Yet his early art still got more attention than his later work.

I've made it my mission to make people find out about it and (hopefully) experience the same amazing feelings that I did, so I've created a website to catalog all of the artwork in one place (and in the highest quality). Prior to this, it was scattered in many places across the internet, many of it only in low resolution.

I've also created an imageboard for it.

The main site is here: https://crba..
The imageboard is here: https://ib.crba..

For an introduction to CRBA, I recommend starting with the AcademyLIVE sub-series: https://www.deviantart.com/avchonline/art/AcademyLIVE-Season-01-Trixie-Maud-on-the-bridge-630016849
For the absolute peak of it (all of CRBA is amazing, but I think this one in particular is probably the most detailed and stunning): https://crba../?id=88

I also recommend checking out his music and animations for the CRBA series here: https://crba../video

A few years ago, I accidentally discovered an incredibly beautiful, but obscure art series called "Canterlot Royal Ballet Academy". The series is ostensibly an MLP fan series, but in my opinion, it's so unique that it's basically original in everything but the character names. The series is an about anthropomorphic ponies in a ballet academy (as the title suggests).

I don't know exactly what it is about it, but the series just has this amazing and surreal aura around that I've seen anything else quite like before. When I first saw the series I had an incredibly surreal experience that lasted almost a whole day. I first found it late at night. At first I thought it was very strange, but that quickly melted away into pure admiration for it. I experience a beautiful trance where I became fixated on it. I experienced a very surreal and ethereal feeling I can't quite describe, and I also experienced a very sweet phantom smell.

In the morning I woke up and thought it was a dream, and was very pleasantly surprised to discover that it was real. The rest of the day, the feeling only got more intense and the whole day felt like a daydream. It only subsided towards the end of the day.

Whenever I look, I get this very strange feeling. Like something that you shouldn't be able to see or perceive in real life. Like something from a magical dream that some was transported to reality. Without requiring any backstory, I can perfectly picture the whole series as if it was real. Not like I'm coming up with one, but that it feels somehow intrinsic to it. I can picture this very dream-like incoherence, with an ephemeral innocence to it. I can picture exactly what the voices for each of the characters should sound like. Ethereal voices that feel timeless and that don't originate from any particular place, yet also feel very intimate.

I've been obsessed with CRBA for years now. I've scoured the internet for every single mention of it, and have been disappointed to find out just how little it has been noticed. It seems like everyone who finds out about thinks it's amazing, yet somehow it has gotten very little recognition. I'm also impressed with just how quickly AVCHonline improved his artistic talent. In just a few years, he went from very crude drawings of cartoons to the height of the CRBA series. Yet his early art still got more attention than his later work.

I've made it my mission to make people find out about it and (hopefully) experience the same amazing feelings that I did, so I've created a website to catalog all of the artwork in one place (and in the highest quality). Prior to this, it was scattered in many places across the internet, many of it only in low resolution.

I've also created an imageboard for it.

The main site is here: https://crba.dedyn.io
The imageboard is here: https://ib.crba.dedyn.io

For an introduction to CRBA, I recommend starting with the AcademyLIVE sub-series: https://www.deviantart.com/avchonline/art/AcademyLIVE-Season-01-Trixie-Maud-on-the-bridge-630016849
For the absolute peak of it (all of CRBA is amazing, but I think this one in particular is probably the most detailed and stunning): https://crba.dedyn.io/?id=88

I also recommend checking out his music and animations for the CRBA series here: https://crba.dedyn.io/video

Hello, I recently made a website for an obscure series I love. That being the Canterlot Royal Ballet Academy series by AVCHonline.
Here it is: https://crba..
I also created an imageboard for it: https://ib.crba..

Invite Discordians to my lovely Halloween r/a/dio

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What did he mean by this?

Don't know if it means much, but we're having a mega r/a/dio for Halloween, /v/eel welcome to drop by if you want something to play in the background.

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TRICK OR TREAT, TRICK OR TREAT, TRICK OR TREAT

Tommy riding Spike like a horse in Rugrats

Tommy riding Spike like a horse in Rugrats

Tommy riding Spike like a horse in Rugrats

Tommy riding Spike like a horse in Rugrats

Tommy riding Spike like a horse in Rugrats

Rugrats dog ridinng

Rugrats dog riding

Rugrats dog riding

sometimes i have to fight the masculine urge to rewrite the coreutils myself

sometimes i have to fight the masculine urge to rewrite the coreutils myself

I see the work "Homo est spectaculum hominis". The work is good, excellent. But the author is a drag queen. She is an "esoteric channer" (esochanner).

The work of the Brazilian drag queen can be read on Blogspot. See the work:

https://[redacted]/2025/10/homo-est-spectaculum-hominis.html?m=1

See the drag queen:

https://[redacted]/p/DQU2Ccbj1hQ/

I love the "three states of channealogy" and "the eight masks". She combined with QAnon. I see "Harry Potter", "Hegel", "Marx", "Alchemy", "Gnosis", and other things.

I see the work "Homo est spectaculum hominis". The work is good. But the author is a drag queen.

This is the work of a Brazilian drag queen. She is literally good at it. See the work:

https://[redacted]/2025/10/homo-est-spectaculum-hominis.html?m=1

See the drag queen:

https://[redacted]/p/DQU2Ccbj1hQ/

I see the work "Homo est spectaculum hominis". The work is good. But the author is a drag queen.

This is the work of a Brazilian drag queen. She is literally good at it. See the work:

https://[redacted]/2025/10/homo-est-spectaculum-hominis.html?m=1

See the drag queen:

https://[redacted]/p/DQU2Ccbj1hQ/

>>293812
https://[redacted]/Dragami_Games/status/1983817771134926879#m

Update: it's releasing on DLSite (as expected) and GOG. The Switch versions are still on track. Now we wait and see what Nintendo does.

>>8788
https://[redacted]/Dragami_Games/status/1983817771134926879#m

It's coming to GOG and DLSite now. Good news for me since I already have a GOG account, unless it's censored which unfortunately is not out of the question after Tokyo Clanpool, but I'm remaining optimistic.

In other, less hopeful news, Inti Creates are facing issues releasing Majogami on Steam now. Valve has been in rare form this month. Aizu's statements a few months back about Gal*Gun being impossible to release on Steam now have been completely vindicated. Majogami is a Teen-rated game, as well, so if even it can't get through, expect problems with the next Neptunia game as well.